This hurts so bad...I need you like a bad habit <3

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Well, today was a reallly good day =) I met my new friend Rob* Hehe And Then, i asked Ashleigh And Jessica if they wanted to go to the mall today and they said yeaaaa. Soo, around 4 we headed down to the mall and once we got there Jess had to take back clothes and NONE of us really bought anything which is gay because we freaking alwyas buy something at least* Anyways.. We were getting hungry so I suggested we should go to Chilis for dinner so they liked my idea and we went there. On the way there these fucking bitches kept staring at us and Ash flicked them off then they stopped looking at us haha. Okay when Im in a car everyone knows I wave to people. Anyone..Old people, Girls, Hot guys..Well, we pulled up to a stop light and next to us were these NaStyyYyYyY guys so I waved and the whole time from the mall to Chilis they kept trying to race us. Haha What fags!* =) Once we got to Chilis we had to wait a little bit for dinner but once we got it, it was really good* I finally saw *JD* I hadent seen him in OVER at least 5 months and Ive really missed him. =( On to other things : Ive come to the conclusion that no matter what ANYONE says Im gonna do whats best for me and what feels right to me. Yeah, i know some of you wont like my decision or wont " approve " of it or whatever the fuck you wanna think but Im almost 18 and I think its time for me to do what *I* want. Yes, i love everyones opinion but when yall start to *tell* me who to be with and who not to be with it starts getting to me and makes me not wanna be with that person. I'm not saying you have to like everyone who im with but please dont talk crap or say anything bad about someone i like or i get with. Like I said ITS MY CHOICE. All i can say is if you dont like it...Dont talk to me, Dont talk to him, Or just suck it up..BE MY FRIEND, and stay my friend no matter WHAT decision I may make. A true friend will stay by your side no matter what choice you make. Thats ALL im asking. Well, Im gonna go to bed now I think. Ive got a lot on my mind -- And i just need to think! Yeah, Til next time <3

Im gonna wait for you, Its worth it <3
You're the * O N L Y * one I wanna be with