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Ok.
So i was at Jarryds on Saturday night with everyone, and I couldnt find luc. He was hiding because he was pissed off because i (drunk) made out with jarryd. Then Conor told me that since i did that, i wouldnt mind if he made out with Alysha, which made me so fucking upset because he KNOWS how much that i hate that girl. (for the record, later on he said he wouldnt hook up with her, or anybody else, because he is still confused about me)
So anyway, i was sitting outside of jarryds in the freezing fucking cold crying and WHO walked around the corner?! Fucking Linda and Alysha.
WHY THE FUCK should Linda come anywhere near Jarryds if she hates him so much? For no reason might i add, she is the one who cheated on Jarryd and completely destroyed him emotionally.
Plus, Alysha should know by now that absoloutely no one likes her, NO ONE. They came back from some Michelle chicks party, Rhi and about half the girls there ganged up on her bahahaha, telling her that im going to hurt her and that they all hate her and she is a stupid cunt. Apparently though, she is over Luc and is "in love" with Nathan. Stupid year 9. Nathan has made it clear he doesn't like her, even if he is a slut and is hooking up with everyone, and its pretty fucking obvious he only wants Shan anyway. Yet STILL, when he was kissing Rhi, she kept tapping him and was like "oh my god, your so hot nathan, we should hook upppp".
PLUS because she 'knows' Conor off the net, she tghinks she is a part of the group now, even though she goes to fucking Lalor North and doesn't actually know anyone of us personally par Linda.
So i had every right to scream at her telling her to fuck off and that i will beat the shit out of her if she tries anything with Luc. Then Jarryds mum came out and kicked me ou of her house at about 3am.
But yeah anyway after crying and abusing her some more, i apologised to Sharon and was let back in, found Luc and Jai in his fucking backyard and everything was all good again
BUT when we were sitting in Jarryds room, he came and sat next to me and kept moving closer and closer until we were like pressed against each other, then we had to share a pillow and a blanket and slept on the ground, and talked about everything until about 8am until we fell asleep, and we hugged all night..
So now im confused all over again.
I remember him saying stuff like he has missed me and missed lying with me and he was saying all the stuff that he has been saying to Beau and Rhi but to me. Like he thinks he wants to go out again and he doesnt want anyone else but me and stuff.
Its shit now though cause school is always awkward, but i think it will be ok *crosses fingers*
So i was at Jarryds on Saturday night with everyone, and I couldnt find luc. He was hiding because he was pissed off because i (drunk) made out with jarryd. Then Conor told me that since i did that, i wouldnt mind if he made out with Alysha, which made me so fucking upset because he KNOWS how much that i hate that girl. (for the record, later on he said he wouldnt hook up with her, or anybody else, because he is still confused about me)
So anyway, i was sitting outside of jarryds in the freezing fucking cold crying and WHO walked around the corner?! Fucking Linda and Alysha.
WHY THE FUCK should Linda come anywhere near Jarryds if she hates him so much? For no reason might i add, she is the one who cheated on Jarryd and completely destroyed him emotionally.
Plus, Alysha should know by now that absoloutely no one likes her, NO ONE. They came back from some Michelle chicks party, Rhi and about half the girls there ganged up on her bahahaha, telling her that im going to hurt her and that they all hate her and she is a stupid cunt. Apparently though, she is over Luc and is "in love" with Nathan. Stupid year 9. Nathan has made it clear he doesn't like her, even if he is a slut and is hooking up with everyone, and its pretty fucking obvious he only wants Shan anyway. Yet STILL, when he was kissing Rhi, she kept tapping him and was like "oh my god, your so hot nathan, we should hook upppp".
PLUS because she 'knows' Conor off the net, she tghinks she is a part of the group now, even though she goes to fucking Lalor North and doesn't actually know anyone of us personally par Linda.
So i had every right to scream at her telling her to fuck off and that i will beat the shit out of her if she tries anything with Luc. Then Jarryds mum came out and kicked me ou of her house at about 3am.
But yeah anyway after crying and abusing her some more, i apologised to Sharon and was let back in, found Luc and Jai in his fucking backyard and everything was all good again
BUT when we were sitting in Jarryds room, he came and sat next to me and kept moving closer and closer until we were like pressed against each other, then we had to share a pillow and a blanket and slept on the ground, and talked about everything until about 8am until we fell asleep, and we hugged all night..
So now im confused all over again.
I remember him saying stuff like he has missed me and missed lying with me and he was saying all the stuff that he has been saying to Beau and Rhi but to me. Like he thinks he wants to go out again and he doesnt want anyone else but me and stuff.
Its shit now though cause school is always awkward, but i think it will be ok *crosses fingers*