Well hello my dears! I'm alive, barely. So freaking exhausted these days, mostly because I'm in money panic mode and am doing overtime at work which is killing me! I just need more funds for the masters and then for general stuff. Family wants to go on holiday so I panic about that because that will put a dent in my savings, but I badly need a holiday, so...we'll see what happens.
Not a huge deal to report. Working a lot. Not doing much else than that. Missing a lot of you!
palelaura It feels like forever since I saw you! But I am reading the LJ, even if I'm sucky with commenting. We'll meet up soon! I would say next week but I'm not totally sure what's going on next week as I may well have to work all week to cover for something.
eternitybreaks <3 Missing you loads! We will meet up soon. Give me a couple of weeks to get work sorted and then we'll organise something. Maybe on my next payday! (the 20th of this month), that way I actually have money to spend!
Also it's so freaking hot and as much as I love my flannel PJ's I find that the only way not to boil to death at night is by sleeping in my batman t-shirt. And as wonderful as it is to have the batman close to my heart as I sleep it really was meant for more than that.
I'm suffering from a lot of tension headaches. On the right side of my brain. Mostly due to me being so stressed over the money stuff and also my lack of sleep, which I should really rectify. Also I've been feeling so hungry lately. Oh god and dreams. I've been having the most wonderful dreams which means that I just don't want to get out of bed in the morning. Is it very dangerous for me to have wonderful dreams as it makes me lazy!
As I was saying to Chris today,I lack discipline so I need to start going to bed at a proper time, getting up early and making as much time as possible for writing because I miss writing. Less of the excuses about muses missing because I just have to work through the writers block. I also need to stop searching for Twilight stuff on google/youtube/ebay etc... because it's an unhealthy obsession, but what can I say? I've always had a soft spot for vampires.