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ugh. worried about this work stuff now. gah, I don't do well with being yelled at, I either a- yell back or b - cry. And I can't do the first and the second would be even worse. blah. No point stressing till monday, right?
I just got to uni tomorow, do my dissertation work, help at the stall, pick up the sisters, do more dissertation work. meet jade on thursday, meet david, mairead and sarah on friday. Go to classes as normal. Less of the worry or it'll just stress me out even more.
ugh. I've never done anything like this before, never have I gotten in trouble at any of my jobs, why was I stupid enough to do it this time? Oh yes, I felt ill on monday. like physically wanting to vomit and with a sore head, but that's no excuse.
gah, argh. I'm so stupid. so very stupid.
Ah fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.
why do i get myself into these states? fuck.
I just got to uni tomorow, do my dissertation work, help at the stall, pick up the sisters, do more dissertation work. meet jade on thursday, meet david, mairead and sarah on friday. Go to classes as normal. Less of the worry or it'll just stress me out even more.
ugh. I've never done anything like this before, never have I gotten in trouble at any of my jobs, why was I stupid enough to do it this time? Oh yes, I felt ill on monday. like physically wanting to vomit and with a sore head, but that's no excuse.
gah, argh. I'm so stupid. so very stupid.
Ah fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.
why do i get myself into these states? fuck.