May 13, 2005 15:00
i am so freaking tired.
i wish we'd never met my stepdad. i spent last night on the phone trying to convince him to let mom and me call an ambulance for him, because he took a bunch of pills again after ripping up the house.
i feel bad for him, because i know he needs help, but then again, i dont feel bad, because he admits it, and still can't be man enough to go through with it. now i remeber why i try to stay out of this shit.
i hate work...why cant i get paid to eat ice cream?? i am totally addicted to ben and jerry's. that is the best ice cream on earth. i want some chunky monkey now. >(
other than that, i have two weeks until freedom. and macbeth's eyes are getting better.