some words while waiting

[bruisdviolet]

i feel
spiral
comes to mind

(not so deep this time)

potential
for great
explosions

you are the
color red, said

color me pale
and silent.
in this nest
that i've prepared

safe warm
piles of my life

where i wait for...

nothing comes to
mind

i'm just waiting for anything, said
the girl with lightning eyes

we're all excited
about my life
right now.

this feels like an ending