Apr 18, 2005 19:31
omg...i am soo fuking mad!!!!! i am PMSing like never frickin before...i dont know why!!! i cant stop fricken eating and feel like a heffer!!!! i dont understand any effing part of my math homework and just feel like ripping someone's head off!!! my parents are coming home soon ..so i called them to give them a head ups that i am not a happy camper today!!! i figured out that i am a binge eater!!! i had been eating sooo healthy all weak and then came home and ate like there is no effing tomorrow. i dont know why i am acting like this...<3 i feel like i am pregannt--- fat, moody, craving food, and eating everything in sight!!!! omfg i am going insane..someone sign me up for an insane assylum!!!!! omg ..someone say something to make me feel better..ya know something about how there are cultures where fat is beautiful!!! omg ..and if anyone says a mean comment screw you..this is my effing journal ..and plus if i know who it is i might just kill them!!!! whew..that feels good to get out of my system....fuk this!
<3,
kate