May 05, 2006 02:28
Im not sure if i remember how to do this. I havent really evaluated my life like this in a while. I guess taking time to write about all the ideas and situations that swirl around in my head is a good thing. I hope so.
Well folks, it turns out that im A.D.D. After getting into finder binder number 20 million made me realize i was having a hard time paying attention. I took two tests that took 6 whole hours to complete and the results concluded that i had both types of adult A.D.D. My IQ was a 133 which is definitely not too shabby. Now that i take strettara, im more focused, im more calm and im never anxious. It truly has changed my life for the better and my only wish would to have taken it sooner. A lot would be different now. Thats for sure.
So there is a boy who enters my life every month or so but he is always meandering in my mind. He truly is the boy of my dreams in every since of the meaning. I feel so comfortable around him. I could talk to him for hours while looking into his eyes. He makes me feel special. Everything points to us being together. But, of course, with me there is always a catch. This time he has a boyfriend that lives in New York and he is also in the process of moving to New York. I have tried hard to get this boy out of my life but he is irresistable and i guess ill be honest, I have stopped trying for a while now. If he was mine, i would make that boy so incredibly happy. I guess we will see what happens.
School is good but i cant wait for the summer. I have a feeling this summer is going to be awesome. Maybe even the best summer to have ever happened. It could happen.