All things just keep getting better :-D

Jun 02, 2004 18:00

So yeah, i got some bad news....

Turns out Josh has a new boy. They met at Joes Crab Shack. Hes a closet case that told his friends that he would never kiss a guy but he kissed josh. , theyve had sex , and josh feels like a little school girl when he talks about him. So cute. So fuckin cute. Josh took him to his first GAY club and they drank and talked for hours. They have really deep conversations. Maybe i should have talked about vagina, im sure thats fuckin deep enough for you.

Anyway, thats not the worst part. I mean sitting through all of it was bad enough but definitely not the worst. He also asked me advice on what i would do and of course i told him to totally go for it. I mean you already stabbed me in the heart, do you want me to beg for you to twist it and turn it a little deeper? The whole time on the phone i was thinking "FUCK YOU." He treats me like fuckin shit and im taking it like a fuckin school girl. Im the school girl here.

The worst part is i said "sure" to his question about him and his boy coming over to smoke some weed. I think thats the worst part. The worst is yet to come sounds about right. Yup, sure does.

Ok im sure you are wondering "WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING???????" but ive thought of a devious plan that is called Mission:FukU^ Nah, i really just want to feel this guy out. See what hes like and see if hes as great as Josh says. If he is then maybe we will hit it off. You never know, straights gone gay sure do like to switch partners when they first come off. A strapping young man of 20 would definitely want to see what other options he has. Hell, hes only been to one gay club. What about when he start making gay friends? All crazy college kids that want to fuck and party. I would sure hope he wouldnt fall into that but chances are he will. But knowing how much Josh likes him, that wont happen. Never ever would happen.

I need to make some friends anyways.
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