Dec 25, 2004 19:15
she hates me, so why do i still love her? i cant be mad at her. i cant hate her like she hates me. i love her. and iam sorry.
ah well today was alright.. it was xmas after all. i got 9 dvds.. 3 over jackets/sweaters... a big cozy bath robe.. candy.. a magazine rack.. earrings... an awsome ski hat with a bill... 50 dollars and some other stuff
the dvds i got are:
american splendor
dog day afternoon
dancer in the dark
arreros perros (love's a bitch)
super size me
noi
lost in translation
la femme nikita
hero
ive already watched dog day afternoon, arreros perros, and super size me. tonite, as a family we are watching dr strangelove and later roy and i will watch noi,, one of my favorite movies. tomorrow as well as my movies, iam gonna watch one i got my dad, its clled festival express. its about the grateful dead. it outta be awsome.
yah so i had nothing to do today or tomorrow. nathan left today. he said hes gonna deffiantly call me on new years eve. so that will be good. cause i miss him so much already. more than any of you know. u may think u miss someone more than i miss him.. but i know u dont. but nathan said he wont have fun cause he'll be too busy missing me. hes sweet. i love that boy. but i hope he does have fun. i hope he snowboards as much as he can and i hope he'll call me before new years eve. when i watch noi, ill think of him, because thats a movie we watched together.
i promised him i wouldnt watch lost in translation. he wants to watch it with me. on hsi fold out bed couch thing. we did that, and it was the best. we watched requim for a dream. i love that movie.
damn iam in a weird mood today. joe came over cause he was all alone. all alone on christmas. how fucked up is that? yah well.. hes practically family. i miss nathan. ill prob go to sleep early today and wake up late. i have no reason to get up. shes mad at me. and hes gone for a little while. i need sleep anyway. if u dont sleep, you get crazy, like me. so fucking sleep kids!
i once didnt sleep for liek 9 days. it was in greece. i dunno if it was 9 or 12 or 5 or waht. it felt like a long time however. ah well iam being stupid. iam gonna go. if anyone wants to do anything tomorrow call me. ill prob be packing but u can come over and hang out. we can watch one of my like 20 movies.. those are jsu tmine. we have liek tons of movies in this house. all great ones. today i got 180 bucks worth of movies. crazy right.
k iam gonan go watch another movie prob. adios