Hmmmmm
Well.... Last night. Jessie and I went to the Sammy Hagar concert =]...it was fun.
Thhhhen i called Mat bc we had been in a fight before.... so i wanted to see if hed see me.... so we met him at mcdonalds at like 12 or something. i called him franticly to hurry up bc me and jess were about to pee ourselves hahah so he took us to pee thennnnnn we drove to this random stop and hung out and it was nice...........
ok that was pointless.... but I am upset. Mat is moving to RI.....and im scared that im already attached. i DO NOT like to get attached to guys... but bleagrihwjnrhb i dunno.... i have daddy issues so i pretty much get attached to any guy whos remotly protective of me. i dont want him to leave. I worry about him so much.... its obvious he has a drinking problem..... and i just really want him to be ok... im way to scared to talk to him about it. i really dont think he sees what a good person he is... and i worry SO much.. but im worried he will get mad if i try to help him. i ust care so much i feel like i cant just sit here not doing ANYTHING...thats so wrong. maybe i should just back off bc im sure ill get hurt somehow... u guys know how MY luck goes
Thhhhen i called Mat bc we had been in a fight before.... so i wanted to see if hed see me.... so we met him at mcdonalds at like 12 or something. i called him franticly to hurry up bc me and jess were about to pee ourselves hahah so he took us to pee thennnnnn we drove to this random stop and hung out and it was nice...........
ok that was pointless.... but I am upset. Mat is moving to RI.....and im scared that im already attached. i DO NOT like to get attached to guys... but bleagrihwjnrhb i dunno.... i have daddy issues so i pretty much get attached to any guy whos remotly protective of me. i dont want him to leave. I worry about him so much.... its obvious he has a drinking problem..... and i just really want him to be ok... im way to scared to talk to him about it. i really dont think he sees what a good person he is... and i worry SO much.. but im worried he will get mad if i try to help him. i ust care so much i feel like i cant just sit here not doing ANYTHING...thats so wrong. maybe i should just back off bc im sure ill get hurt somehow... u guys know how MY luck goes