Nov 05, 2005 12:23
lmfao... wooooow... hes already going back out with lisa... when ryan told me at first i was lie ugh what a prick.. now im like... wow... im sooo glad i went out with him for only a day... ew.. lol... why did i even like him so much u guys?! lol.... i think i was on crack... or something.. seriously i mean hes a nice kid. but he is NOT bf meterial... ne guy willing to make u wait to see if he wants to dump his f.. then cheats on his gf with u... then dums his gf.. makes u wait to see what he wants.. make su think he wants to be with u.. then makes u think he wants to be with his gf... then goes out with u then dumps u then goe sback out with his gf..... lol UHM... can u say.....say it with me now..."MIND GAMES" welll i feel bad for lisa... but i mean COME on... she can do better.... ne guy that ever cheated on me.. i dont care if i was with him for like 10 years.. id NEVER take him back!!!!......exspesualy if he like went out with her.. and stuff thats jst so lame... i think derek thinks way to highly of himself...
i dunno.. i almost feel bad saying all this shit.. but like i just feel like realllly embaressed wasting all my time on him... and gas money to go and see him... oh well... ugh.. lol i really hope he does not like me ne more.. even tho he said he did.. but w/e lol thats seriously too bad for him...id NEEEEVER go out with him after all of this.... im sure some of u r saying well i ur bitching about himn then ur not ovr him.. i dunno i feel like i really am... im just bitching to get it all out.... i sort of feel bad for being over him... i guess i feel bad bc i didnt even really like him all that much latly.. i think it was more about keeping him... oh well i cant take it back...
but i do want to be friends with him.. not him exclusivlly but all his friends.. they r loads of fun...
so yaaar
OH! did u know.... that f a guy insists on being friends with his ex right after a break up that he is not over her?... its like a fact... i read it in cosmo.. and i know he will want to be firneds with me.. i guys im just basking in the fact that im over him and he probly still like sme lol makes me feel good.. oh i can ot wait till the day lisa realizes what an ass he is and she dumps him and he crawls back to me and im like awhhh sorry ... but... uhm.. NO! lol
ok im a bitch but w.e im alowed to be.. he ruined like 3 mounths of my life.. lol ok im over it.. now some one help me find a new boyfrined:-D
-Bri