sigh more drama
*sigh* i pretty much give up on this whole situation.. i like dont even care nemore.. ill just miss his smiles.. thats all.. ugh... im done....... im just getting depressed and im 17.... i dont want to have nething else to worry about at this point...
i dont get the world.. like.. why does prettyness matter?... like its just a pakage? would u buy something that tasted like shit bc it came in a pretty wrapper? or would u buy something awsome that was in an ugly wrapper..... w/e people are shallow and i do it too.. i dont even wanna think about him ne more.. like nothing is changing... we still might end up together... i dunno why i feel so down on my luck.... hmmm....im thinking..... and he fucking treats me like shit at times..... but other times hes great.... just his smile.. ill miss his smile....
i wish i could make the perect boy....
the way luca loved me
devins intalect
vincents eyes
eriks laugh
ryans work ethic
gians smarts
pats caring
mikes voice
mike(k's) ability to make me laugh
dereks smile, eyes, and eerything else
ugh....... i want help... not like professional lol.. i just mean with this.. does anyone think that this is worth waiting for? at all.......*sigh* well im going to go to bed.......:(
i hope things get better.. i think im going to read my bible.. it makes me feel better... dont make fun of me:(......
ill ttyl
-Bri
i dont get the world.. like.. why does prettyness matter?... like its just a pakage? would u buy something that tasted like shit bc it came in a pretty wrapper? or would u buy something awsome that was in an ugly wrapper..... w/e people are shallow and i do it too.. i dont even wanna think about him ne more.. like nothing is changing... we still might end up together... i dunno why i feel so down on my luck.... hmmm....im thinking..... and he fucking treats me like shit at times..... but other times hes great.... just his smile.. ill miss his smile....
i wish i could make the perect boy....
the way luca loved me
devins intalect
vincents eyes
eriks laugh
ryans work ethic
gians smarts
pats caring
mikes voice
mike(k's) ability to make me laugh
dereks smile, eyes, and eerything else
ugh....... i want help... not like professional lol.. i just mean with this.. does anyone think that this is worth waiting for? at all.......*sigh* well im going to go to bed.......:(
i hope things get better.. i think im going to read my bible.. it makes me feel better... dont make fun of me:(......
ill ttyl
-Bri