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oh girl.... haha. my last entry said "i feel so much more at east." BWAHAHHAA i meant to say EASE. and im sure you all, knowing me an dmy complete IDIOCITY... knew what i meant and accepted it as a part of me and who i am. i am flawed and I LOVE IT.
n/e hooters. after lindsay got back from her cruise it felt like she had forgotten how great it was when we hung out. she went back to always talking to carly and ella and everyone else. all of her best friends. it still kinda hurts because its kinda like, i'll ALWAYS be second best to someone else. i want to hang out with lindsay SO much. i miss her alot. even though you know , i never really LOST her to begin with. but i cant relaly be disappointed, they ARE her best friends. and im just cara, i've always been a loner. which is cool. im fine w/ the "loner" position. its kinda emo (hahaaaa doug!) but n/e hooters. what i was getting at with this whole LINDSAY SHABAZZ... was our funny conversation tonight.
MoNnY7323: its almost CHRISTMAS!
MoNnY7323: wouldn't that be funn yif i just went to the tree and sat down and started unwrapping my gifts and then my parents would come down and i'd be sittin there ad i could juse be like "merry christmas"
MoNnY7323: hahahahaha i love it
MoNnY7323: that'd be ahoot
MoNnY7323: a hootER!
Pa1ekaik0: i could so see you...
Pa1ekaik0: you're eyes twinkeling in the christmas tree lights.
Pa1ekaik0: a huge scary smile on your face
Pa1ekaik0: ripping open box after box
Pa1ekaik0: you parents walk down
Pa1ekaik0: and you slowly turn your head to the side.
Pa1ekaik0: 'WHY HELLO!,' you say, 'MERRY CHRISTMAS!"
Pa1ekaik0: hahahahha
MoNnY7323: omg i'm seriously laughing out loud right now
MoNnY7323: thats the best christmas story i ever heard
MoNnY7323: its perfect
MoNnY7323: i shall do it
oh dear lindsay, how you make me smile. :)
another funny quote ... only this is caitlin:
B ab YC c 1233: i wanna sleep undermy christmas tree, but i might get lit on fire
HEY BRANDON- call me!
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love actually really makes me depressed. christmas w/o your boyfriend (ANGRY FACE!)
i downloaded the entire soundtrack. and my 3 favorite tracks are as follows (IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER!)
- Sunday Morning, Maroon 5
- Both Sides Now, Joni Mitchell
- Songbird, Eva Cassidy
i'd have to say out of them all, the joni mitchell song gets me most. but the music of sunday morning is the best out of them all. im truely torn as to which i smy TRUE favorite. but heres my favorite part of the joni mitchell song:
but now old friends are acting strange
they shake their heads
they say i've changed
well somethings lost
but somethings gained
and we're living everyday
i've looked at life from both sides now
from win and lose
and still somehow
its lifes illusions i recall
i really dont know life, at all.
n/e hooters. after lindsay got back from her cruise it felt like she had forgotten how great it was when we hung out. she went back to always talking to carly and ella and everyone else. all of her best friends. it still kinda hurts because its kinda like, i'll ALWAYS be second best to someone else. i want to hang out with lindsay SO much. i miss her alot. even though you know , i never really LOST her to begin with. but i cant relaly be disappointed, they ARE her best friends. and im just cara, i've always been a loner. which is cool. im fine w/ the "loner" position. its kinda emo (hahaaaa doug!) but n/e hooters. what i was getting at with this whole LINDSAY SHABAZZ... was our funny conversation tonight.
MoNnY7323: its almost CHRISTMAS!
MoNnY7323: wouldn't that be funn yif i just went to the tree and sat down and started unwrapping my gifts and then my parents would come down and i'd be sittin there ad i could juse be like "merry christmas"
MoNnY7323: hahahahaha i love it
MoNnY7323: that'd be ahoot
MoNnY7323: a hootER!
Pa1ekaik0: i could so see you...
Pa1ekaik0: you're eyes twinkeling in the christmas tree lights.
Pa1ekaik0: a huge scary smile on your face
Pa1ekaik0: ripping open box after box
Pa1ekaik0: you parents walk down
Pa1ekaik0: and you slowly turn your head to the side.
Pa1ekaik0: 'WHY HELLO!,' you say, 'MERRY CHRISTMAS!"
Pa1ekaik0: hahahahha
MoNnY7323: omg i'm seriously laughing out loud right now
MoNnY7323: thats the best christmas story i ever heard
MoNnY7323: its perfect
MoNnY7323: i shall do it
oh dear lindsay, how you make me smile. :)
another funny quote ... only this is caitlin:
B ab YC c 1233: i wanna sleep undermy christmas tree, but i might get lit on fire
HEY BRANDON- call me!
-------------------------------------------------
love actually really makes me depressed. christmas w/o your boyfriend (ANGRY FACE!)
i downloaded the entire soundtrack. and my 3 favorite tracks are as follows (IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER!)
- Sunday Morning, Maroon 5
- Both Sides Now, Joni Mitchell
- Songbird, Eva Cassidy
i'd have to say out of them all, the joni mitchell song gets me most. but the music of sunday morning is the best out of them all. im truely torn as to which i smy TRUE favorite. but heres my favorite part of the joni mitchell song:
but now old friends are acting strange
they shake their heads
they say i've changed
well somethings lost
but somethings gained
and we're living everyday
i've looked at life from both sides now
from win and lose
and still somehow
its lifes illusions i recall
i really dont know life, at all.