Aug 01, 2008 14:28
i have been single for about 6 months now, and although i have enjoyed myself greatly over this time, i feel it's time to move on. what next. i've done the couple life, i've done the single life. is that it? are there only two lives i can live? what's next? playboy? should i be a playboy? no, that's not for me. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hehe whoops. i accidentally held my finger over the "e" key but instead of deleting it, i decided to keep it. i think it's funny.
so anyways, what should i do? look for love? should i look for love? i guess it's not that i should look for it, or haven't been looking, but i'm just not into the people i meet. i mean, i've been on more than a few "dates" or whatever but i'm just not into anybody. well...not true. there's this one girl that i had a good (clean) time with this one time but she has a douchebag boyfriend. that's right i went there. take THAT. there was also this older woman. much older. but i don't really want to date an older woman, as cute as she may be. should i hold out to see if girl #1 ever breaks up? i guess i'll do that in the meantime. chances are I won't find anyone worth being with while holding out. 1 girl in 6 months. or should i look at douchebag as an obstacle? no i won't do that. as much as i dislike him, i have to respect the "sanctity" of a failing relationship. or....something. it's been a while since i've posted about love so i may do it. blarg. basically i am looking for a combination of sarah slean and tina fey. brunette? blonde? bubbly yet sophisticated. laid back. sweet. easy to talk to. funny. yes.