Baby, you're bad news, I don't care, I like you...
Long time no write. It seems like every time I go to write something I stop myself. Or just stop writing and close the box. Tomorrow is Halloween. Part of me wishes I could go out and party. The other part....which is like 9/10ths of me as a whole, doesn't know what it wants. At all. I keep coming to these conclusions on things I feel, then because I don't like these conclusions or think I may be wrong, I force myself to think otherwise. I have such conflicting opinions on a certain matter. Sometimes I am happy and content, sometimes I'm miserable about it for a certain reason, and other times I'm forcing myself to retract the miserable feeling making myself even more miserable. I need some balls. To do what I need to do. I can't wait until Thanksgiving break-a new scene to clear my head and set myself straight.
I got my car here finally. My mom brought it out for me today. I drove it around some until it started leaking something :-\. UGH. The same happened to dave's car at first too so I'm hoping thats what it is. :-(
Oh well...Nothing really inspirational to write...probably not for a long time.
PS the 2 different horoscopes I look at everyday were the exact opposite of one another. Go figure.
I got my car here finally. My mom brought it out for me today. I drove it around some until it started leaking something :-\. UGH. The same happened to dave's car at first too so I'm hoping thats what it is. :-(
Oh well...Nothing really inspirational to write...probably not for a long time.
PS the 2 different horoscopes I look at everyday were the exact opposite of one another. Go figure.