icky!
ok i've been in an icky mood for the last two days....i've come to the conclusion i hate my mother...i dont care what anybody says i'm disowning her, i will call her mother....but nothing nice...just mother..always mother..never mom or mommie anymore...mother....i hate her!! thank goodness she cant get a hold of this..cuz she's a fucken bitch!!!!! but o well life goes on...hmmm good things about my life right now...........................my dad, my friends, my buddy! (who's helped me sooooOOOOOoooo much in the last like 2 weeks!!), umm Russell too(i guess?) dont even ask me about that whole deal..i'm trying not to think about it..i mean what is there to think about? o yea NOTHING!! just a friendship ::sighs:: ...o well life goes on....sometimes it shouldnt but it does....right now i wish i could seclude myself from everything, but i cant do taht i'm too damn social...i must admit i am...and i do have a lot of good friends who would try to help me in any way! ok i guess i can trust the sisters....pretty much the immediate family knos except mother...which is a good thing..now that's she's treatening to send me away to a hospital...which i dont blame her for doing but i dont care, that's besides the point! whatever..gir basically i just hate my mom...whatever though....hmmmmmm i dunno...i think i'm done though....