::getting depressed::
man i dunno what i did now but i fucked up again! not with Russell but with guess who? Kevin of course man i said something and he's getting mad at me..i didnt mean for it to hurt him in any way i'm sorry i dont kno what to do or say, basically i kno he wants me to say i'm jealous of all the girls he likes cuz he likes them and not me, well i'm not jealous..i'm not...i sound like i am but i kno i'm not..i just dunno man i mean why did i think this could work? i just fuck up...now i'm going on a guilt trip! o damn it! now it's just a big pity party for Veronica...woo woo all aboard the "lets feel bad for Veronica" train cuz she's a lazy stupid emotional bitch who fucks up everything!!! i'm done...