ALL BY MY SE-E-ELF! Sing it wit me!
So I just got off the phone with Shareese not too long ago and she got me to thinking, as good friends do.
I've been talking and talking and talking about treking off to Denver, but the one thing holding me up is someone else. I've been trying to get something up with Tami, but she's been giving me the run-around and I HATE it when people give me the run-around. We'll talk face to face about going, then I'll text or call her about specifics and I get no answer. None whatsoever. I understand that her mom needs Tami to help her with everything, but the least she could do was call or let me know that the plan had fallen through.
Then I thought about going with Nick. He just started a new job and has to work up vacation time, plus he's thinking about going to San Fran to visit his friend.
Earlier this week I was feeling the rage of Achilles (such a wonderful literary term) because I felt that I was no longer in control of my life. Living with my parents and having to deal with them and their little rules, my job and its demands (not high, but there nonetheless), and the fact that I feel that I can't do as I want when I want because someone or something is holding me back.
I HATE SHACKLES! I thought I had broken some of those when I graduated from college, but it seems that they have only been replaced.
So to put a cap on this post: I think that I might visit Denver by myself like Shareese suggested. It will give me a little taste of what it's going to be like living there on my own. I know you guys are probably tired of me being potential energy instead of kinetic energy, but you guys know how I analayze every little thing before I take that first step.
I'm nervous about leaving and I know that I'll be packing up before I know it, but I'm really looking forward to everything that moving entails. New surroundings, new digs, new people, things to do, and a slice of happiness that I can never seem to keep hold of. But I know that within a few months I'll be A-ok.
So I'm aiming at the end of/mid-September for a visit before it gets too cold!
Peace. Out.
I've been talking and talking and talking about treking off to Denver, but the one thing holding me up is someone else. I've been trying to get something up with Tami, but she's been giving me the run-around and I HATE it when people give me the run-around. We'll talk face to face about going, then I'll text or call her about specifics and I get no answer. None whatsoever. I understand that her mom needs Tami to help her with everything, but the least she could do was call or let me know that the plan had fallen through.
Then I thought about going with Nick. He just started a new job and has to work up vacation time, plus he's thinking about going to San Fran to visit his friend.
Earlier this week I was feeling the rage of Achilles (such a wonderful literary term) because I felt that I was no longer in control of my life. Living with my parents and having to deal with them and their little rules, my job and its demands (not high, but there nonetheless), and the fact that I feel that I can't do as I want when I want because someone or something is holding me back.
I HATE SHACKLES! I thought I had broken some of those when I graduated from college, but it seems that they have only been replaced.
So to put a cap on this post: I think that I might visit Denver by myself like Shareese suggested. It will give me a little taste of what it's going to be like living there on my own. I know you guys are probably tired of me being potential energy instead of kinetic energy, but you guys know how I analayze every little thing before I take that first step.
I'm nervous about leaving and I know that I'll be packing up before I know it, but I'm really looking forward to everything that moving entails. New surroundings, new digs, new people, things to do, and a slice of happiness that I can never seem to keep hold of. But I know that within a few months I'll be A-ok.
So I'm aiming at the end of/mid-September for a visit before it gets too cold!
Peace. Out.