Sep 13, 2005 18:13
So Maybe Things Dont EVER Turn Out The Way You Thought They Would.
I Thought That Me And Dylan Would Hang Out A Few Times And Then He'd Realise That It Doesnt Matter That Im Moving And We'd Be Madly In Love And Then Id Find Out That I Dont Have To Move And We Could Be In Paridise With Each Other. But No. Thats Not Happening... We Hung Out And It Was Fabulous, For The Most Part But Then Peter Says He Has A Gf Named Kelsey.
WHO THE FUCK IS KELSEY?!
Like, What Is This? Is He Some Huge Player? Does He Just Use Girls
Or Does He Just Use Me Because He Knows He Can.
Why Would He Act Like He Did Around Me If He Has A Gf?
Who Does That?
Does He Think Im Some Dumb Hoe Who Cant Figure Shit Out?
God.
Maybe Megan And Adrienne Were Right.
Maybe He's A Bad Guy.
Maybe Im Blind.
I Hate This But I'll Be Ok.
Eventually.