So Much
Why is it that once you think things are finally settling down, a whole new outcropping errupts and you are once again placed in turmoil?
My nana is is the hospital. She went to get her second knee operated on, like she had done a little over a year ago. In the last operation she had a bad reaction to the anesthetic and had a small heart attack. I just learned this morning that the same thing happened this time because no one bothered to look up her history. It didn't sound so good this morning. My mom called me (and we haven't been speaking for the past week for other reasons that are silly) and she sounded really upset and told me she was on the way to Denver. I honestly didn't know what to say. So I cried (I seem to be doing that a lot this month) and crawled into bed for an hour. Fortunatley I got another more uplifting call about an hour later saying what they thought was a blood clot in her lung isn't and they're trying to figure out what to do. I'm just praying.
Then there was last night. I'm not going to go into details because it's just too long. I took my first shot though. I'm not sure how I was coerced, but it really wasn't that bad. Apparently "it was an easy one to start with," as I didn't feel like I had been electrocuted immediately after :) A bunch of us went to this Halloween party after too which was ALL smg kids, except for this one kid who was in my chem class last year who I keep seeing EVERYWHERE over the last few days. Weird, but I'm not complaining :).
Ok, I must work now while I still have time and energy.
My nana is is the hospital. She went to get her second knee operated on, like she had done a little over a year ago. In the last operation she had a bad reaction to the anesthetic and had a small heart attack. I just learned this morning that the same thing happened this time because no one bothered to look up her history. It didn't sound so good this morning. My mom called me (and we haven't been speaking for the past week for other reasons that are silly) and she sounded really upset and told me she was on the way to Denver. I honestly didn't know what to say. So I cried (I seem to be doing that a lot this month) and crawled into bed for an hour. Fortunatley I got another more uplifting call about an hour later saying what they thought was a blood clot in her lung isn't and they're trying to figure out what to do. I'm just praying.
Then there was last night. I'm not going to go into details because it's just too long. I took my first shot though. I'm not sure how I was coerced, but it really wasn't that bad. Apparently "it was an easy one to start with," as I didn't feel like I had been electrocuted immediately after :) A bunch of us went to this Halloween party after too which was ALL smg kids, except for this one kid who was in my chem class last year who I keep seeing EVERYWHERE over the last few days. Weird, but I'm not complaining :).
Ok, I must work now while I still have time and energy.