May 19, 2005 20:33
I'd forgotten what it feels like to have a do-nothing day. But today was one of those.
I've watched 1.5 movies so far. "Life or Something Like it" was the first. I guess it was alright, though I'm not a big fan of Angelina Jolie. Second one, which I haven't finished yet is "Supersize
Me." Looks interesting, though kind of disgusting.
After starting to watch that and eating dinner at the same time (not a smart idea) I started feeling self conscious. There's something about home that makes me do a double take of myself. I've come to 2 conclusions: first, there are too many mirrors in my house and second, I'm being reminded of things that happened when I was younger - things I'd rather forget about. Plus the idea of being in a bathing suit - something i love to do - all summer is not helping the body image. So I went for a run, after it cooled down from 95 degrees that is. I made it for 25 whole minutes, and i'm supposed to HATE running. I guess I'll just get used to it. I refuse to get fat and jiggly.
Enough about that.
Tomorrow night is Spring Concert, and I'm excited to go see all my high-schoolers. I miss singing :( So I did a little of that today. This time two years ago, I was practicing to sing at two anniversary parties, no I haven't sung in public in over a year. I wonder if a voice gets worse if you don't use it? I'd like to think not. Grrrr, I miss singing...
Time to go walk the Bubbs. Hopefully I'll start working soon! :)
*Yael*