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- another 180 dollars which i do not posess
this has been the most stressful month of my life and its only the 3rd day of it. I dont think im going to get any relief till the 20th. but, even then i still wont have any money. between prom and renting a tux, formal and buying a suit, gas and insurance, i swear im gonna be bald when all of this is over.
thank god summer's coming up. stressfree, and i could turn 18 already and get a fucking real mans job. and now that i have nothing concentrated on keeping up with, i could drink again. i know, im proud of myself and all of not drinking since september 2nd, and i know a certain special someone isnt liking the sound of this that much but i miss getting drunk and having fun. "you dont need to drink to have fun" well, i had the best times of my life getting drunk, especially at tom and shawns with everyone. i miss passing out in the woods, laying down in the middle of the road in the middle of the night, shitting my pants at wawa, going to peoples houses and fucking their shit up. i miss all of that, honestly.
As Tom would say
"Summer is drinking season"
this has been the most stressful month of my life and its only the 3rd day of it. I dont think im going to get any relief till the 20th. but, even then i still wont have any money. between prom and renting a tux, formal and buying a suit, gas and insurance, i swear im gonna be bald when all of this is over.
thank god summer's coming up. stressfree, and i could turn 18 already and get a fucking real mans job. and now that i have nothing concentrated on keeping up with, i could drink again. i know, im proud of myself and all of not drinking since september 2nd, and i know a certain special someone isnt liking the sound of this that much but i miss getting drunk and having fun. "you dont need to drink to have fun" well, i had the best times of my life getting drunk, especially at tom and shawns with everyone. i miss passing out in the woods, laying down in the middle of the road in the middle of the night, shitting my pants at wawa, going to peoples houses and fucking their shit up. i miss all of that, honestly.
As Tom would say
"Summer is drinking season"