this was from my old journal... about 2 years ago
If you have anything to say to the person who posts this, say it to them. If you love them, tell them. If you hate them, tell them. Whatever you have to say to this person, even if it's something you're having trouble saying, if the person posts this entry, say it to them. You may never get a chance to again, so just do it. Post anon. if you please
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One upon a time you were one of my very best friends, it was brief, but ask anyone, I fucking adored you. Then, you moved to Chicago. If you were to get a hold of Aldo you'd know I cried a lot and I was crushed. Everyone knew I missed you. Everyone fucking knew. So, I called you as often as I could get away with, things got really crazy right before you got back, Shit went to hell with Shane again, I began to quit smoking pot and I met Garrett Moncrief. I don't care if it sounds like bullshit but he's the light of my fucking world. He drove to New Port Richey the day you were back to meet you because even he, after knowing me a week, knew you meant a whole fucking lot to me. So, Shane begins throwing shit and you were the last person who officially saw me in New Port Richey before I became an official Lakeland resident. I moved that night. From that point, I'd try to talk to you, sometimes we'de talk, then it slowed to a stop. I from there tried to call you a few times to hang out with you. You blow me off completely, no explination to why, then you come down when Tory's at insomniacs and it's pretty clear even from there you don't want a goddamned thing to do with me, so, you split again, and spend your time across insomniacs, cool, fine, so I blow steam and say sarcastically how it was nice seeing you and spending the time with you, you know, maybe a half hour after close to 2 months... I huff off. You never say a goddamned word to me again and boy did I try, so TJ. I gotta say, you were one of my very best friend's I had... it's nice to know I was worthless to you. Garrett already told me to quit before I hurt myself more getting upset about this, so fuck you TJ Smith. I'm out.
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