hey yeah well i was supposed to hang with u and be bad this weekend but instead im not seeing u at all unless u find a slot of time for me tonight while ur with ashley and justin, thanx i appreciate it!lol i lub u
ok april. i got grounded. u made plans to spend the night at eves. my mom lets me actually go out. ashely and i call u at least 5 times when we leave her house to go to her house, your phone is off, eve didnt answer hers, and we called her house phone. what the fuck are we suppose to do, drive around until u tell us we can hang out with you, no we arnt. we ewnt to someones house to kill time. i would apprciate it if u would stop with this whole guilt trip thing, im realllllly starting to get annoyed. ya u say i lub u at the end, woop see fucking doo. yes hahaha u put lol, but i know that u mean it, so ok thats all i have to say. and saturday u fucking know we had renaissance planned for like 2 months now im not chanign it for you to do " bad things " when u can call me up and say hey lets hang out friday, and i wont make otherplans....but no u dont. what am i suppose to do aobut it that. sry this sounds mean, but i dotn wanna boil it up.
screw u! #1 i di not know that u had renniassance plans u nevre metioned it untill thursday when i asked what we were gonna do saturday so screw u, i lub ya and all, i truly do but screw u!
april, dont put i love you after you are serious about commetns like that. DONT U FUCKING ONE SECOND TELL ME THAT U DIDNT KNOW WE WERE GOING TO THE RENASSAINCE FESTIVCAL WHEN U ASKED ME TO ASK MY MOM IF U COULD GO!!!!!!! im sry if u didnt know but i didnt htnk i needed to annoce my plans to everyone, if they wanna hang out they can ask and i can say im busy or not. and we need to talk, bc i seriously am getting pretty fuckingsick of this kinda shit, im tired of " making u feel bad " all the time. im not trying to be mean, im just tired.
april fucking, how the hell am i suppose to know that when friday we are cool, i drop u off at fort lowle, we arnt cool, i see u at eves, u are So silent i thought u were gonan cry. im sry, didnt mean to blow outta porportion but u do this a lot, i never know if u are serious or not, im sry ok. i really am, i just dont understand when u are serious or not. yea u put lol or jk, but u do that ALL the time, how am i suppose to know, and this shit has been buggin me for awhile, and i ve told u bout it but its done, w/e lets forget it, im sry i blew it outta proportion.
ok so i completly understand that theres things that i do that bug u but do u honestly think that u dont bug me just as much, but i sure as hell dont bitch u out on some public website! u annoying me with so many things i cant even count but i dont care ne more, just like everything else in life, u gotta take the good with the bad! so u suck in my eyes now because i came home from a great day to find that my so called best friend has bitched me out on lj, try coming home to that! and u wont be at schol on monday, so instead of u and i working it out at school u are gonna discuss it with leann and then im gonna get even more mad at u and then its gonna suck so i dont even want to live right now because life is gonna get so much worse! and u know what, on frida i was just trying to explain something to u and it didnt seem like u even cared what i was talking about so of course i got mad and i did want to cry when u showed up at eves, i wanted to lock myself in the bathroom until u left!u are so odd and i dont understand ur logic
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and we need to talk, bc i seriously am getting pretty fuckingsick of this kinda shit, im tired of " making u feel bad " all the time. im not trying to be mean, im just tired.
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