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so i don't think i'll ever want to delete this thing. i just read xanders post about deleting. makes me super sad considering we don't talk anymore and that his journal was my only connection to him. maybe i'll be forced to visit him. now that i've written it down i know its really unlikely to happen. everything i communicate that i want to do just stays that way. i never set out to do it like i subconsciously think thats good enough.