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i am updating.
i was just being silly when i wrote last night's entry.
i hate when things are brought up and i have already forgotten about them. intentionally. and then they come back. and i get sick.
it's hard to breathe in this apartment today. oxygen, very little.
i'm tired of trying to decide what to bring for lunches to work. i mostly work 4 hours shifts and i get one 10 minute break. it's almost impossible to finish something significant in 10 minutes. and i always have to remind myself of that.. and eliminate certain things. like chicken, with the bone in. and chewy chewy things. things that can't just slide down your throat. but i really like foods i have to work at. c'est la vie.
i wonder who i work with tonight. thank god it's not her. i worked with her yesterday and it was awful. and i'm convinced she's convinced herself that i am a moron. and i want to punch her in the gut.
i was just being silly when i wrote last night's entry.
i hate when things are brought up and i have already forgotten about them. intentionally. and then they come back. and i get sick.
it's hard to breathe in this apartment today. oxygen, very little.
i'm tired of trying to decide what to bring for lunches to work. i mostly work 4 hours shifts and i get one 10 minute break. it's almost impossible to finish something significant in 10 minutes. and i always have to remind myself of that.. and eliminate certain things. like chicken, with the bone in. and chewy chewy things. things that can't just slide down your throat. but i really like foods i have to work at. c'est la vie.
i wonder who i work with tonight. thank god it's not her. i worked with her yesterday and it was awful. and i'm convinced she's convinced herself that i am a moron. and i want to punch her in the gut.