Oct 17, 2005 23:42
I think the hedgehog is freaked out by the sounds of my typing. I just see the bulk under the newspaper shudder every time I start a new sentence.
I should be sleeping, but I'm just too damn nervous. Either it's the 2.5lbs of candy corn I had for dinner, or sheer emotional stress.
I'm so sick of crying, but I'd rather be hurt a million times over than see him cry, or even be close to tears...
It all just feels so awful these days.
Maybe Halloween Horror Nights will make me feel better. Anyone else going to one of those stupid things? I'm pretty excited, despite everything...