I don't know...
... what I'm doing.
My classes arn't hard and yet I don't try. I know what I can do to make Josh happy but I can't even do it. I know everything that I need to do in my life, and I mean NEED. And yet I lack what? motivation to do it? How freakin gay is that? Hey look here is all you need to do to make your life better... and I won't lift a finger to do it. Not that any will understand what the heck i'm talking about -lol- I've been aweful in talking to people this year! Or is it just this year? You know I don't think I've had someone in my life to help keep me accountable since my freshman year in college.
I miss my Egg with Knees! A lot, I miss her friendship. When did that get go off? Both married now and i honestly think we could be so good for each other. I hate people defining me as oh the married girl. Yes I'm married but do you really think that means I'm not me anymore? i have a life OUTSIDE of Josh! Do you see him attached at my hip??
Am I in hte wrong?Am I supposed to stop having that outside life? those other friends? Is my life supposed to be josh and josh alone?
Yeah it's freakin 6am and I've yet to go to bed and I have to get up at 7:30... freakin GAY! I guess I'll try to sleep now...
My classes arn't hard and yet I don't try. I know what I can do to make Josh happy but I can't even do it. I know everything that I need to do in my life, and I mean NEED. And yet I lack what? motivation to do it? How freakin gay is that? Hey look here is all you need to do to make your life better... and I won't lift a finger to do it. Not that any will understand what the heck i'm talking about -lol- I've been aweful in talking to people this year! Or is it just this year? You know I don't think I've had someone in my life to help keep me accountable since my freshman year in college.
I miss my Egg with Knees! A lot, I miss her friendship. When did that get go off? Both married now and i honestly think we could be so good for each other. I hate people defining me as oh the married girl. Yes I'm married but do you really think that means I'm not me anymore? i have a life OUTSIDE of Josh! Do you see him attached at my hip??
Am I in hte wrong?Am I supposed to stop having that outside life? those other friends? Is my life supposed to be josh and josh alone?
Yeah it's freakin 6am and I've yet to go to bed and I have to get up at 7:30... freakin GAY! I guess I'll try to sleep now...