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the girls won the scavenger hunt!!! we were awesome and got almost everything and now the boys have to suffer and probably put on makeup and wear dresses to the mall!! (thanks for the idea) haha its gonna be great.
so yesterday i got to go to the atlantis aquarium in riverhead. now this was an all day trip. we were supposed to be there for 3 1/2 hours. after almost 1 hour they were complaining that they were bored. that place was not big enough. and i was on about 4 hours of sleep. i wanted to kill my kids. but i did touch and feed sting rays. i came home smelling like fish. it was gross. i ended up going to justins for a little so we could have 1 of our talks. why cant all guys be more like him?? went bowling with kristen and i think at first we were talking more than we were bowling. so we decide to go to starbucks after and no ones in the parking lot, we go in and no ones inside....we even got comfy chairs. it was the strangest thing.
today has been an i need to catch up on sleep day. already slept for 6 hours and now im going back to sleep till 7. talent show tomorrow at work at 2. feel free to come and watch me make a fool of myself haha
and now for my venting.....i really need to stop caring because well i guess its just not worth it anymore. im assuming that whatever it was is over but if somethings different it would be nice if i could know. either way it would be nice to know whats going on if anything. ahhh i dont know i give up. im tired of getting my heart broken. i just need to take a break from guys.