Past Holiday Frenzy
As time flies, so does good experiences and bad. This past weekend was filled with tears, excitement, tedious workloads, and also smiles. On Tuesday (Nov 23rd), I went to class, packed for the break, and cleaned the room from head to toe. Actually, I was quite proud of myself for everything I did that day without being lazy. Then, I slept over Clara's room because earlier we drove Jaison's car to Chichu and my house in Dearborn.
The next day, Wednesday, since english seminar was cancelled, I left for my house right after Math class and finishing up some cleaning and such. Clara came home with me and Ben came over too later. We watched Beauty and the Beast, playing Eygptian Rat Screw, harrassed Benny, and ate food. They left around 6 or 6:30.. and now I was sad :(.. but then, my mother and I did the pooja, and my dad came home. We ate dinner, and then my mom and I went to Bhabhi's house. Over there, all we did was watch TV and I was soo sleepy but whatever. So that day being over, I went to bed feeling sad and had the weirdest of dreams. I dreamed that I was out camping with some people from WSU and somehow we murdered Devin (my roommate), then we were trying to hide the murder, and Sonali came back into the dorm room and said, "Since Devin's dead, we can use all her stuff." I guess I was so startled that I woke up, and it was around 5 am.. Freeeeeeeeaky! But, I went to bed again, and this time I dreamed that I was driving, and somehow I died and I saw Devin in heaven and I told her I killed her, and she told me that she was the animal that caused me to have the accident:(in short, she killed me also).
After that crazy day, it was Thanksgiving, the family day. All I did that day was clean, do homework, watch Fahrenheit 9/11, Harry Potter: Prisoner of Azkaban, and we were supposed to party phat at Venay Uncle's house, an ongoing tradition since I was 2 years old. We ended up not going, and mom went to bed at 9:30 which is VERY suprising considering we never go to bed at home. My dad got off of work early, and ended up coming home around 10:07. We returned the movies, and came back, and hit the sack. SUCH an early night!! I get bitched out for college shizz and being too immature and not being smart and being fat and such.. how I wish I could SHOW my parents how many worse kids there are out there than me.. hmph .. SUCH A LONG BREAK :/
The next day, Friday, my mother woke me up at 4:00 am and made me study, I watched Krishna, and all the indian religious shows on TV, I also watched Mass, was quite interesting. We left the house at 5:30 am to go shopping.. the annual after-Thanksgiving sales!... We went to Office Max, Staples, and got soooo many CD's and stuff we need for the office and for myself. We went home, and ate food, and went to Westland Mall to go to Hudson's and Sear's since my mom wanted something from there. We got home at 10:00 am, and I did my math homework. Then, we cleaned again, and went to Bhabhi's house. Over there, we did the usual sitting and eating. Boring I must say. More so, I hate going there cause all Bhabhi does is yell at me, and gets my mother mad at me too. Then, she fake cries and its horrible... YUK.. I don't remember the rest of the day or night, but I went to bed at 3am. Still early night for me lately.
On Saturday, (November 27), we cleaned the whole house all day, and Foi, Bhaiya Kaka's family, Jasuba, Karthik Bhai, and them alls came over. We had a mini- party thing. Then, after eating samosa and pathras, we went to Pizza Hut. Divya, Kaka, Kaki, Rikin, Seema, Roma, Rai, Bhaiya Kaka, Rena Kaki, Nani, Foi, Rohan, Jasuba, my mom and dad, and I all sat at 3 tables. We ate while Divs and I connected like cousins, and Rohan kept telling us jokes that were so corny they cracked me up... I was laughing soooooo hard. The waitress was like how many people? and it was funny cause all of them kept passing us on, "will you take care of them?" hahahha.. but we came home and we watched TV, went to Bhabhi's house, and then got home around 1am, and chilled.. then hit the sack later. (Funny story: my mom talked to Chichu's dad for the longest time on the phone!!) Found out Clara's uncle died today.. pray his soul rests in peace, and Clara is okay and the rest of the family is okay too.
Finally, the last day of break, Sunday, we got up around 9am, pretty late at my house, and left to go see Amma. She gave us hugs, and ashirwads and it was funny cause she wasn't open to public till like 6:30pm, but we lucked out and were able to meet her at 11am. We saw all those things, and I got motivated to start painting again because some of the paintings there were inspiring. I MUST BECOME A GOOD PAINTER... PRACTICE TILL IM GOOD!!!!! .. Also, I saw a book of learning malyalum and I HAD to get it! Yipeeeee! They say that if Amma hugs you, or if you get her ashirwad (her blessing), then all your sorrows will go away. Hmmm.. It was still interesting going there cause it was a indian religious thing with WHITE PEOPLE MAJORITY there!! And there were kids who were physically handicapped and mothers with children who died and all sorts of people who just came for Amma's hug!!! I was like wow, and I read her story about how great of a person she is, and I wish I had as much self- control and self- will to help these many people. She gave up everything, was so unselfish, for people she doesn't know! WOW! not many people can do that, and I feel guilty cause I have not done any volunteer stuff for the longest of time! EWEEEE yukky nisha! .. anyways, we came home after that and I packed all my stuff, and went to the Office to do homework. I got back at 3:50pm, and we had to leave the house at 4:00pm, so we did , while Bhabhi bitched us out for not coming to her house and upset my mother so much, she bitched me out and guilt tripped me.. ewe it made me cry. So, now my mother is mad at me because Bhabhi is mad at me and her. All because of a stupid reason that I didn't pick up her theplas to bring back to the dorms! (I didn't even know she had made them!) Whatever. I came back here, set everythign back into place, my mother calls and BITCHES me out, I get upset whatever, Devin and Sonali come back home, and Shyam comes and visits me. He attacks me with this tickling frenzy .. sick.. and then whatever, I call my grandma, and she bitches me out , I start crying again, and shyam attacks me again.. He leaves a while later and I call my mother, she seems okay, but shes still PISSSSSSSSED! I start painting my mommy's gift and it takes me FOREVER to do.. and then, I did the nasal rinse thing while Meghan comes to tell about her weekend. Then, heena beena calls, we chat, and Jesus comes to visit. Devin, him, and I all talk and chill. He leaves, Duke comes around with Darren, and we all reconnected after break. Jesus was telling us how he got kicked out for thanksgiving and how his family doesn't like him.. and I got sad because that's true for my family also. My dad, mother, and I never get invited to family things because my aunt HATES my mother. I mean, I feel so disconnected from all my family, even if we go to something, they don't even talk to us.. I dunno whatever. And then, I painted somemore, and went to bed around like 2am. maybe later maybe earlier. i don't know.
Now today, I got up at 9:22am, showered and left the dorm around 9:29am, got to class at exactly 9:34am, and class started in a minute.. Monika was late today. Anyways, after dim english, we went to math, and Nishat.. UGH! So, I'm sitting at my seat and he comes dwindling in and and sits down where his arm is touching mine. He goes, "Nisha your in my bubble," and I say, "well why don't you move." I said it meanly and I think he thinks I was serious, because he smiled and didn't act dumb. Anyways, after math, Justin, Sarah, Monika and I went to the UGL to do the presentation crap. clara calls, and we go to eat. We sit with Sheena, Ashley, George, Clara, and myself. Food was okay today... la la la ... :)*HES SO HOTT I COULD EAT HIM * (i'm talking about the grey peanut! not a boy)!! hehehehe... Then, she snuck into my dorm, we chilled, and I walked her to class. We talked to many a peoples, and I walked back with Kushal, Heena, and Chirag. I HAVE TO PEEEEE but i'll finish this nonetheless. Then, I came back to the dorm, and decided I WILL UPDATE THIS LIVEJOURNAL.. So, I have been sitting here for the longest time updating this.. Feels so good being able to reminisce and HAVING to write it down cause I'm sure, 20 years later, when I'm bored and start reading my journals, I'll be like WHOA, I was dim and such a boring child.. or maybe wierd one!.. lol .. anyways.. I'm out, I REALLY HAVE TO PEE LIKE A MONSTER.. then I'm gunna go work out, finish some homework, go to the RHA meeting, stare at beautiful children in a daze, come back and PAAAAAAAAArtyyyyyyy! hehhehe.. bbblllllll ;)
The next day, Wednesday, since english seminar was cancelled, I left for my house right after Math class and finishing up some cleaning and such. Clara came home with me and Ben came over too later. We watched Beauty and the Beast, playing Eygptian Rat Screw, harrassed Benny, and ate food. They left around 6 or 6:30.. and now I was sad :(.. but then, my mother and I did the pooja, and my dad came home. We ate dinner, and then my mom and I went to Bhabhi's house. Over there, all we did was watch TV and I was soo sleepy but whatever. So that day being over, I went to bed feeling sad and had the weirdest of dreams. I dreamed that I was out camping with some people from WSU and somehow we murdered Devin (my roommate), then we were trying to hide the murder, and Sonali came back into the dorm room and said, "Since Devin's dead, we can use all her stuff." I guess I was so startled that I woke up, and it was around 5 am.. Freeeeeeeeaky! But, I went to bed again, and this time I dreamed that I was driving, and somehow I died and I saw Devin in heaven and I told her I killed her, and she told me that she was the animal that caused me to have the accident:(in short, she killed me also).
After that crazy day, it was Thanksgiving, the family day. All I did that day was clean, do homework, watch Fahrenheit 9/11, Harry Potter: Prisoner of Azkaban, and we were supposed to party phat at Venay Uncle's house, an ongoing tradition since I was 2 years old. We ended up not going, and mom went to bed at 9:30 which is VERY suprising considering we never go to bed at home. My dad got off of work early, and ended up coming home around 10:07. We returned the movies, and came back, and hit the sack. SUCH an early night!! I get bitched out for college shizz and being too immature and not being smart and being fat and such.. how I wish I could SHOW my parents how many worse kids there are out there than me.. hmph .. SUCH A LONG BREAK :/
The next day, Friday, my mother woke me up at 4:00 am and made me study, I watched Krishna, and all the indian religious shows on TV, I also watched Mass, was quite interesting. We left the house at 5:30 am to go shopping.. the annual after-Thanksgiving sales!... We went to Office Max, Staples, and got soooo many CD's and stuff we need for the office and for myself. We went home, and ate food, and went to Westland Mall to go to Hudson's and Sear's since my mom wanted something from there. We got home at 10:00 am, and I did my math homework. Then, we cleaned again, and went to Bhabhi's house. Over there, we did the usual sitting and eating. Boring I must say. More so, I hate going there cause all Bhabhi does is yell at me, and gets my mother mad at me too. Then, she fake cries and its horrible... YUK.. I don't remember the rest of the day or night, but I went to bed at 3am. Still early night for me lately.
On Saturday, (November 27), we cleaned the whole house all day, and Foi, Bhaiya Kaka's family, Jasuba, Karthik Bhai, and them alls came over. We had a mini- party thing. Then, after eating samosa and pathras, we went to Pizza Hut. Divya, Kaka, Kaki, Rikin, Seema, Roma, Rai, Bhaiya Kaka, Rena Kaki, Nani, Foi, Rohan, Jasuba, my mom and dad, and I all sat at 3 tables. We ate while Divs and I connected like cousins, and Rohan kept telling us jokes that were so corny they cracked me up... I was laughing soooooo hard. The waitress was like how many people? and it was funny cause all of them kept passing us on, "will you take care of them?" hahahha.. but we came home and we watched TV, went to Bhabhi's house, and then got home around 1am, and chilled.. then hit the sack later. (Funny story: my mom talked to Chichu's dad for the longest time on the phone!!) Found out Clara's uncle died today.. pray his soul rests in peace, and Clara is okay and the rest of the family is okay too.
Finally, the last day of break, Sunday, we got up around 9am, pretty late at my house, and left to go see Amma. She gave us hugs, and ashirwads and it was funny cause she wasn't open to public till like 6:30pm, but we lucked out and were able to meet her at 11am. We saw all those things, and I got motivated to start painting again because some of the paintings there were inspiring. I MUST BECOME A GOOD PAINTER... PRACTICE TILL IM GOOD!!!!! .. Also, I saw a book of learning malyalum and I HAD to get it! Yipeeeee! They say that if Amma hugs you, or if you get her ashirwad (her blessing), then all your sorrows will go away. Hmmm.. It was still interesting going there cause it was a indian religious thing with WHITE PEOPLE MAJORITY there!! And there were kids who were physically handicapped and mothers with children who died and all sorts of people who just came for Amma's hug!!! I was like wow, and I read her story about how great of a person she is, and I wish I had as much self- control and self- will to help these many people. She gave up everything, was so unselfish, for people she doesn't know! WOW! not many people can do that, and I feel guilty cause I have not done any volunteer stuff for the longest of time! EWEEEE yukky nisha! .. anyways, we came home after that and I packed all my stuff, and went to the Office to do homework. I got back at 3:50pm, and we had to leave the house at 4:00pm, so we did , while Bhabhi bitched us out for not coming to her house and upset my mother so much, she bitched me out and guilt tripped me.. ewe it made me cry. So, now my mother is mad at me because Bhabhi is mad at me and her. All because of a stupid reason that I didn't pick up her theplas to bring back to the dorms! (I didn't even know she had made them!) Whatever. I came back here, set everythign back into place, my mother calls and BITCHES me out, I get upset whatever, Devin and Sonali come back home, and Shyam comes and visits me. He attacks me with this tickling frenzy .. sick.. and then whatever, I call my grandma, and she bitches me out , I start crying again, and shyam attacks me again.. He leaves a while later and I call my mother, she seems okay, but shes still PISSSSSSSSED! I start painting my mommy's gift and it takes me FOREVER to do.. and then, I did the nasal rinse thing while Meghan comes to tell about her weekend. Then, heena beena calls, we chat, and Jesus comes to visit. Devin, him, and I all talk and chill. He leaves, Duke comes around with Darren, and we all reconnected after break. Jesus was telling us how he got kicked out for thanksgiving and how his family doesn't like him.. and I got sad because that's true for my family also. My dad, mother, and I never get invited to family things because my aunt HATES my mother. I mean, I feel so disconnected from all my family, even if we go to something, they don't even talk to us.. I dunno whatever. And then, I painted somemore, and went to bed around like 2am. maybe later maybe earlier. i don't know.
Now today, I got up at 9:22am, showered and left the dorm around 9:29am, got to class at exactly 9:34am, and class started in a minute.. Monika was late today. Anyways, after dim english, we went to math, and Nishat.. UGH! So, I'm sitting at my seat and he comes dwindling in and and sits down where his arm is touching mine. He goes, "Nisha your in my bubble," and I say, "well why don't you move." I said it meanly and I think he thinks I was serious, because he smiled and didn't act dumb. Anyways, after math, Justin, Sarah, Monika and I went to the UGL to do the presentation crap. clara calls, and we go to eat. We sit with Sheena, Ashley, George, Clara, and myself. Food was okay today... la la la ... :)*HES SO HOTT I COULD EAT HIM * (i'm talking about the grey peanut! not a boy)!! hehehehe... Then, she snuck into my dorm, we chilled, and I walked her to class. We talked to many a peoples, and I walked back with Kushal, Heena, and Chirag. I HAVE TO PEEEEE but i'll finish this nonetheless. Then, I came back to the dorm, and decided I WILL UPDATE THIS LIVEJOURNAL.. So, I have been sitting here for the longest time updating this.. Feels so good being able to reminisce and HAVING to write it down cause I'm sure, 20 years later, when I'm bored and start reading my journals, I'll be like WHOA, I was dim and such a boring child.. or maybe wierd one!.. lol .. anyways.. I'm out, I REALLY HAVE TO PEE LIKE A MONSTER.. then I'm gunna go work out, finish some homework, go to the RHA meeting, stare at beautiful children in a daze, come back and PAAAAAAAAArtyyyyyyy! hehhehe.. bbblllllll ;)