Jun 22, 2004 21:27
Haaaaaaaaaaaa, I am soooooooooo stupid sometimes. LoL OK, all the time. HaHa
I am sooo dumb, I assumed that when Joe called me yesterday saying he'd come over...that he'd actually come over! HAhahahaha
And I also assumed that when he called me this morning that he would have an incredibly good excuse as to why he did not come over/why he did not call to say he would not be over...However, I did not assume he would tell me that he just ended up hanging out with Jonesy and Eric and Tim and did nothing...Hahahaha
And I also did not assume that he would hang up on me becuz I was mad about him not calling/coming over/apologizing. HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAA
I am also dumb becuz I rearranged my whole entire room with my Mom so I could have a change...when now I realize that my room has been this way for 12 years. I had rearranged it back into its original posistion. Hahahaa Oh Lordy.
And I also am dumb becuz I assumed when Joe called me at 2 today that he'd apologize for being a dick and hanging up on me...when in actuallity, he was expecting me to say sorry to him for being mad. HAHAHA WHat??
And I don't even know why I assumed that becuz he stood me up yesterday, and did not spend one minute with me on my day offs at all...I do not know why I assumed he would want to come over today. No no no no no. He's going to hang out with Eric, Jonesy, and Tim. Hahahahahaha
And when he said he'd "see me later"...I kinda thought that meant he'd come over once he was done hanging out with him....But at the end of the conversation he said "I'll talk to you later." 2 totally different things. So I was left not knowing if he was going to come over...or call. Hmmmm???.......
Well, it's 9:36. I think it's safe to assume that he's not coming over. And I am also going to assume that he probably won't call me either.
So the lesson for today is...do not assume anything becuz it always makes an ass out of me. =)
It's no big deal. Tonight is my last night to enjoy myself becuz I will be working tomorrow-Sunday. =)
Thomas is watching Godfather. It better be over by 10 cuz I have to watch Real World.
I have decided that there's plenty of fish in the sea. No, I'm not breaking up with Joe. Everyone knows I'm too stupid and won't do that. But, I am hoping to find a guy that won't mind hanging out with me and shit. And is willing to wait. Ya know what I mean?
I wish I could just date other guys...but if things don't work out with them, just fall back on Joe. LoL That is so mean and I probably will never ever do that. But, if the guy was up for it, then I'd do it. LoL I don't know. It's not like I have anyone in mind.
But seriously...if a guy came up to me and wanted to go out sometime..I'd probably say yes. And tell them of my situation of course and hopefully they'd understand.
Hahaha
I hope Jake will be at work tomorrow and in a good mood. I know Beth isn't going to be there. Or I hope Chris is. He's cool. Now, if he wanted to take me out..I'd probably go. He seems cool and funny, I'd probably have a good time. =)
OK!
Well...I'm gonna bitch at Thomas. I wanna watch Real World. And then I'll go to bed. Who knows? I might actually get a phone call from Joe!! Hahaha YEA RIGHT!