Panic

Feb 20, 2013 10:28

I have a feeling I'll be SCREAMING "amnesty" by the time my last posting date arrives. If the lack of inspiration won't kill me, having to prepare for the possible arrival of my sister's, boyfriend's family this weekend WILL. Our house is not exactly in order for company, so the next few days will be spent FRANTICALLY rushing around to get things ready for them.

All I want to do is put my earbuds in and disappear into the family laptop so I can get my story finished on time.

I have to keep reminding myself all things happen for a purpose.

But in the meantime, I'll just go and vacuum the living room while I beg God that He'll help me get this story finished on time and listen to my go-to song for situations like this (Shake it Out, it's seen me through Mentalist spoilers, a health scare last March, and numerous arguments with one of my siblings). I''ll try to forget  that I've never been late for anything, not even my birth and try to remember that a lot of things are simply out of my control, and that's just the way life goes sometimes.

Is anybody reading this? Or are my rambles completely pointless?

shake it out, randomness, heart attack, panic, ramblings, my life, big bang 2012

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