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have you ever felt just sincerely happy. thats how i feel. i feel great and better than i did in memphis. i really think this move has been the biggest positive so far. its also transforming me in more ways that all of you can imagine. and wats crazy is i dont have a boyfriend, dont have a huge number of friends, i friekin blew up over the summer, and am not incredibly attracted to anyone........and i'm so content with myself right now. but i guess its the changes i've made and am making that makes me just so confident. i mean i have things to look foward to, have goals, and kno what i'm worth and what i'm capable of. i dont care what others think of me, i dont want a boyfriend at the moment, and i am over all of my past boyfriends...(which i thought would never happen)...DID U HEAR THAT, I'M OVER YOU!!!!! thats right i'm so independent and happy, i'm more mature and just taking things as they come and seeing people for what they are and accepting them that way. i have found that when i'm confident i'm more myself and more accepted for it. i really feel like i can conquer anything put in front of me and hey i've conquered a move so....bring it on.