Aug 02, 2005 23:11
Boy: i need someone to talk to
Girl: i`m always here for you
Boy: i kno
Girl: wat`s wrong?
Boy: i like her so much
Girl: talk to her
Boy: i don`t kno. she wont ever like me
Girl: don`t say that. you`re amaz`n.
Boy: i juss want her to kno how i feel
Girl: then tell her
Boy: she wont like me
Girl: how do you kno that?
Boy: i can juss tell
Girl: well juss tell her
Boy: wat should i say
Girl: tell her how much you like her
Boy: i tell her that daily
Girl: wat do you mean?
Boy: i`m always with her. i love her
Girl: i kno how you feel. i have the same problem. but he`ll never like me
Boy: wait. who do u like?
Girl: oh ... some boy
Boy: oh... she won`t like me either
Girl: she does
Boy: how do you kno?
Girl: because who wouldn`t like you.
Boy: you
Girl: you`re wrong, i love you.
Boy: i love you too
Girl: . . .so are you go`n to talk to her?
Boy: i just did.
Wow. I'm at Mara's
I read that an it just made me melt. I really hate it when you do like someone and they like you but you constantly deny that he likes you because you never feel that he really does care for you the same way. How everyone else around you knows how you feel and suprisingly they know how he feels about you, and it's the same freakin way! What the hell! And when you finally realize it, sadly, it's too late. I know people always say, it's never too late to do the right thing, true love never dies, yatta yatta yatta! Well ya know! Sometimes it is to late! And it bugs me that you could have missed that chance to be with someone so amazing an beautiful that you could not have only made him a better person but he could have made you a better person, or even change you. Even if it's a little thing, like the way you look at a sunset, child playing on a playground, the color red, or the way you gaze at the stars in the night sky. I love the simple things in life, I really do and I just wish we would all come to a day when we actually realize them! How beautiful this place/thing we take for granted really is! It is beaiutiful! Just like you are beautiful, just like I am beautiful, and just like the person you can't stand so you never make eye contact with..is beautiful!
In conclusion.
Tell the people you love and care about how you feel! Yes, I know probaly hear it all the time, but this is different. Don't by shy to effin do it! If there is a girl that sits right next to you every day in the same English class that you've known for 3 years, and you know her and yall talk all the time. DAMN IT! Tell her! It will make her smile knowing that someone loves her even if she doesn't love you the same way and you can smile knowing that you followed your heart and took an chance!
Take chances and never think you didn't experience something beautiful from it. You may have taken a chance on a guy and been like. Wow that was a two week relationship that I knew would never work out, but in that two weeks I had fun being with that person. I talked to him, heard his views, learned from him, laughed at things with him that I never laughed at before, and I gained a new look on life and people from him. And when it's all said and done, look at it and say to yourself. I will never regret those two weeks.
Look at who you are. Learn who are you. Where you are. And where you want to be. That everything you do is great in it's own way. You may feel that you breathing for this one day was pointless, but if in that one day you made someone smile, laugh, or cry a tear of joy. It was a meaningful day. Don't take things for granted because it won't always be there, and we wont' always be here.
Never give something you don't have.
Never give up.
Learn who you are, and that you are beautful.
*Charlene*