Hmmm....
I am a very stubborn person. Very stubborn, very emotional, very proud, and I tend to internalize a lot of things. This said, I also can be a really nice, sweet, generous girl. So why is it that I find myself being the not-so-nice Lindsay to someone whom one would thing would get the Nice-Lindsay treatment? I hate that someone else knows how she feels and understandably doesnt want to be "caught in the middle," but I'm too stubborn to just go talk to her. I can't. I won't. It just wouldn't come out right, and even if it did, we'd end up talking, then crying, then hugging, and then everything would go right back to the way it was... which is bad. Contentious. Hostile, even. Grr. I don't know if not talking is the best move, or acting like nothing's wrong, although my sources tell me that there def is on boths sides... But i feel like I've been Mean Lindsay more than Nice Lindsay lately, and I think i'm more irritable towards eevryone else because i'm mad at one person, which isn't fair. Hmmmm... what to do, what to do?