(no subject)
Got back from the shore last night. It wasn't the best vacation, but it wasn't terrible I guess. I didn't wanna leave, I didn't wanna stay, and I didn't wanna come home to an empty house. I just couldn't win. The kids were the same, except for the fact that I can NOT stand Q and Christina sometimes. Well, Christina most of the time. I wanted to drown her in the ocean. We got a couple of solid beach days which was nice. AND Kate and I boogie boarded for the first time in about 4-5 years. It was crazy. I'm so angry at myself for stopping. Kate's friends came too, and Jenna and I walked down the boardwalk holding hands seeing how many people stared at us. Over 50 was the final count. And then Brendan pushed me off a bench and I have 4 huge bruises on my leg and I tried to walk home. I made it like 3/4 of the way and then he finally apologized. Whatever, it's all in good fun. I was gonna take Robert back for a day or 2 but his dad is being ridic and not letting me. I think that's upsetting me the most. Plus the fact that this is the first year that I have to stay here alone, like really alone. Ugh it sucks. And people suck hardcore. Oh well what can ya do? I think I'm gonna try and go down to Jones Beach a few times before I go back to school...which is SOON. Like a month. AMAZING!!!!!