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Rion and i finally talked last nite. Were over again. The first time that we broke up he told me that he felt like things were going no where,and wow he told me the same thing again. That was gr8. It sucks how much people change,we used to be perfect for eachother, and now were complete opposites of eachother. Honestly if i wouldnt have none him before now ,then i wouldnt have liked him now, but i was living in the past,i thought that he could be the perfect awsome boyfriend that he once was,but i was wrong. Things werent the same this time around. But its not my fault that "things are going no where", because hes the one thats going no where with his life. He complains to me about how much he hates his life now,and i do everything that i can to try and make it better,but he doesnt try making it better because alls he cares about is getting drunk and high and fucking his life over. Seeing that happens breaks my heart,and seeing him un happy breaks my heart. I love him so much, and i kno that he loves me too ,but it always seems to be that i just end up getting hurt. Oh well....
P.S. Today was oakland county meet for golf, i did horrible, but Lindsay made all county, GOOD JOB LINDS!!! <3