Jan 09, 2005 15:33
so here goes
i feel like such an idiot i have no idea what i did to deserve being treated badly....i try really hard and it gets me no where
everything has turned to crap
i have no real relationship with my parents all we do is fight and they tell me im stupid and i wont amount to anything.....
my grandma is getting worse i cant talk to her any more because we have the same conversations each time... i just keep thinking what if its tomorrow she forgets me
sisters should be so close to one another...yeah right i wish i had that all we do is yell and fight
sometimes i wish i could just get away from this house for awhile and just try to be free and forget but i cant cause ill always have to come back
i feel so rejected and used by sooooo many people
i really need someone to talk to that will listen cause im always the one listening to everyone elses problems and i need someone to listen to me for a change....maybe its time to take amber up on her offer...
can someone just tell me what im doing wrong...please?