"If your going through hell, keep going."--Walt Disney

[browneyedgurl06]

Well i'm feeling a little bit better, i just got home from dance and tonight i really took my anger out in my tapping. I got lost in the rythm and the beat and tapped really hard. Dance is sort of a release for me like theater, but i guess dance is more so because its mine and all mine i dont really sheare it with anyone, i do it for myself and myself only, i dont try to please my mom or friends or anything sure i like support with it, i like people to watch me. now that i think about it i dont do anything for anyone but me such as theater and 4n6 i dont know where all of this came from but i just thought i needed to get that out my mom dosent really support me or care and ive come to realize i push every one away because of this and im sorry ....

* if any of yall are interested my church is doing a nativity drive thru on fri and sat 6-8 enter from 29 ...**