4 more days for me
I'm not even excited about going away right now. None of us
are. This week is going to be uber hectic and full of tests and
reading and work. This is not the way I want to feel right before
I go away. And all I can worry about is the shit I have to do
when I get back. This is not the way it is supposed to be damn
it!!!
So, I decided that I can skip Psychology on Thursday and start my Spring Break a few days earlier. I don't have Friday classes anyway and Psych is my only class on Thursday. And I have 5 absences that I can use, so I'm gonna take advantage of that. Plus I need to work on Thursday and/or Friday because if I don't, I'll be getting like a $0 check when I get back and I can't survive two weeks with no money.
And speaking of work, I mentioned something to my boss Michelle about my promise of becoming a server. When I was hired, oh back in AUGUST, I was promised that after 3 months I could get a job as a server. I was like OK, that's cool, I'll wait it out. It is now SEVEN months later and I'm still stuck doing the same old shit every freaking weekend for wicked horrible pay. I mentioned something to my other manager Todd back in December and he was like "Oh well we're not even hiring for new servers and we are in desperate need of lunch time servers". But in the mean time, he has hired more than like 3or 4 new people, and stupid little Katie who doesn't know how to speak up in still in her shitty position. And it sucks cock. So if I don't get a job after I come back from Spring Break or within like 2 weeks, then it might have to be see ya, bye to Bertucci's but that's my very last resort.
I went down to Bridgewater State College to see Allison in her play. It was an original production and it was a Children's Theatre show. It was cute and I'm glad she's involved in Drama down there. I wish we had a 1/2 decent production group around here cuz God knows "The Hilltop Players" will NEVER, ever compare to the groups of wicked talented kids I got to work and be friends with. Which I know is snobby, but my gosh is it true. Plus, I just don't have the time to be rushing around with other stuff up here. I juggle so much up here as it is, that I would never have the time to go to rehersals and learn my lines and stuff. But there's still that little spark in me that wants to be on stage. ARRGHH :( Definately taking a dance class over the summer. I said and now I have to do it.
I hate school right now. There's way too much shit I have to do. I have a Midterm in American Writers at 8:30 on Wednesday and my second Exam in Oceanography at 4:30 that night. I know if I don't break down by tomorrow night I'll be OK. But there's just so much information that I have to have memorized and really know in two days. I feel like my head's gonna explode and I haven't had decent sleep in like 3 days. But as soon as I pass in my Exam at like 5:30, I'm going out to dinner w/Mom and just relaxing until Saturday night :)
Alright, I'm gonna bury myself in this book til 2...ciao for now
So, I decided that I can skip Psychology on Thursday and start my Spring Break a few days earlier. I don't have Friday classes anyway and Psych is my only class on Thursday. And I have 5 absences that I can use, so I'm gonna take advantage of that. Plus I need to work on Thursday and/or Friday because if I don't, I'll be getting like a $0 check when I get back and I can't survive two weeks with no money.
And speaking of work, I mentioned something to my boss Michelle about my promise of becoming a server. When I was hired, oh back in AUGUST, I was promised that after 3 months I could get a job as a server. I was like OK, that's cool, I'll wait it out. It is now SEVEN months later and I'm still stuck doing the same old shit every freaking weekend for wicked horrible pay. I mentioned something to my other manager Todd back in December and he was like "Oh well we're not even hiring for new servers and we are in desperate need of lunch time servers". But in the mean time, he has hired more than like 3or 4 new people, and stupid little Katie who doesn't know how to speak up in still in her shitty position. And it sucks cock. So if I don't get a job after I come back from Spring Break or within like 2 weeks, then it might have to be see ya, bye to Bertucci's but that's my very last resort.
I went down to Bridgewater State College to see Allison in her play. It was an original production and it was a Children's Theatre show. It was cute and I'm glad she's involved in Drama down there. I wish we had a 1/2 decent production group around here cuz God knows "The Hilltop Players" will NEVER, ever compare to the groups of wicked talented kids I got to work and be friends with. Which I know is snobby, but my gosh is it true. Plus, I just don't have the time to be rushing around with other stuff up here. I juggle so much up here as it is, that I would never have the time to go to rehersals and learn my lines and stuff. But there's still that little spark in me that wants to be on stage. ARRGHH :( Definately taking a dance class over the summer. I said and now I have to do it.
I hate school right now. There's way too much shit I have to do. I have a Midterm in American Writers at 8:30 on Wednesday and my second Exam in Oceanography at 4:30 that night. I know if I don't break down by tomorrow night I'll be OK. But there's just so much information that I have to have memorized and really know in two days. I feel like my head's gonna explode and I haven't had decent sleep in like 3 days. But as soon as I pass in my Exam at like 5:30, I'm going out to dinner w/Mom and just relaxing until Saturday night :)
Alright, I'm gonna bury myself in this book til 2...ciao for now