Jul 08, 2005 01:02
Honestly, I never understood why girls love drama. It just causes everyone to get hurt in the end. On a happier note, St. Roccos was nice for the 10 minutes that I was there. Saw a few people-- tom collery, steve marzola and his new haircut, caitlin, steph murdock, etc. Met some of amanda's friends from school. Hung out afterwards with the crew. Arlen was there, so was jeanne, amanda, brooke, seniz and other people I can't really remember. Camp is great though, I love my kids. I love how they say my name. I love how innocent they are, how they still believe in magic. I wish I still believed in magic, even in G-d so I could actually be jewish instead of pretending. I miss school a lot, everything made sense there. It seems like people communicate better there, cause for some reason I never feel alone or left out up at school. And at home I always end up feeling like the odd one out, never the special person everyone is centered around. At camp I do though! I love all the attention the kids give me, it makes me feel special again. Anyway, I won't go too much in depth cause I've seen livejournal mess people up. (Yes it has happened it isn't just a myth.) If you read this, thanks for listening. It makes me happy to know you care. :)