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hey everyone. i'm just chillin like a villan...like scat would say. but this is going to be short cause i got in trouble and i'm not supposed to be on here for the rest of the day. i got in trouble by my mom and she sent me to bed at 7 30!!!! and i just had to lay there and i was cryin and i was soooo mad at her and after i got through cryin about just everthing thats been goin on i just laid there and stared at the ceilin and was in deep thought haha. i was screamin and throwin things and tellin her she was makin my day a heck of a lot worse. and then she said i did it to myself by smartin off to her so i yelled at her "well i'm sorry mama that i'm not the perfect person right now i've been through alot today and if you're going to act like you dont care then i'll just go ahead and fu** ty!" and she got really really mad at me then and turned all the lights off in her room and shut me in there and left me cryin and screamin and throwin things across the room. i'm makin her sound like some evil mom but i guess i did deserve it but it was my stubborness that got me in trouble. she'd be like you can come out now and i'd say no mama its cool i'll stay in here forever since you dont care. and things like that so i'm supposed to be in there but i told her i had to do my homework on the computer...haha thats my all time classic. but yea anyways then we made up so i got off the hook and i was supposed to be grounded for like 2 weeks but then she said she'd let it slide cause i've been under alot of stress. and i was like whoa thank the lord.
and to all my friends out there who have been there for me and not givin me a hard time then thanks soooo much! i love you all.
p.s. ashley i'm glad we had that talk it really helped me and i hope we can go back to the way the old us were where we always took each others side no matter what and we always listened to each other no matter who was around. cause me and you and twin sisters and we are supposed to make people jealous of our bond haha and so yea thanks though sissy bee! i love you ash
p.s.s. i'm sorry jared that you have to go through all this sometimes i feel like its my fault cause i shouldnt have took that from ty for so long so cause then all this would not be going on. i'm sorry in any way possible and i'm sorry i didnt tell you sooner that he had said that about jordan. i love you and everyone else!