I Have Some Bad News...

Aug 20, 2003 06:56

For those of you that knew him personally, and even for those of you that have simply heard of him along the way, I thought that our of respect for him that I should write this post tonight. I do have some very sad news... This weekend I found out that my ex-boyfriend, Joe, was killed in a car accident last Monday. I know this may come as a shock to many of you, but as I stated before, I felt somewhat obligated to let all of you know.

Please keep him, and his family in your thoughts and prayers....

Dear Joe,
I don't know where to begin - with an apology, or by telling you how much I hate you. I don't know that I will ever be able to love someone the way that I loved you. There was never a time when either of us doubted that we would end up together someday. I remember telling you when we broke up, that it didn't mean never, it just meant, not right now. Now when I sit here and think of you, I wish that we had just taken the risk - what did we have to lose anyway? Maybe if we had, you'd be here right now, and I, instead of writing this letter to myself, might be enjoying you instead.

I owe you so many apologies. I'm sorry for always taking you for granted. For failing to see you for who you truely were. I'm sorry for never loving you the way you needed me to, and for not believing in you. I'm sorry for never taking the time to stop and just - love you...

I miss you, Joe. And I want you to know that there will never be a time when I won't think of you. I wish I could see you one more time...

I'm gonna let you go now... Even though it's so soon, I just can't drag it out. I know you'd want me to move on... I will always have a place in my heart where you were, and where you always will be. I'll think of you every day... and miss you always.

I'll see you again someday... And until that day, my friend, farewell.

Love Always,

Andrea

This song is for you Joe: Moulin Rouge - Come What May
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