ok so...
okay so jason came up yesterday...and I wasnt sure how I felt about that in the begining...but we had fun hanging out and stuff.. he basically only stayed for 24 hours bc we have conflicting schedules... but I'm glad he came... but for a completely different reason than you would think...
I have come to the conclusion that I only want to be friends with Jason... and its not because I am too confused or anything like that... I knew I was over him when I did not want to kiss him... and when he started kissing me I just wanted it to be over...which is obviously a HUGE sign that its time to completely move on...I'm really glad he came because I finally feel closure on this issue...finally!...I think he still has a thing for me, considering he kept trying to make out with me... but at this point I know he wont say anything about it haha, so I dont have to worry about him trying to make our relationship into anything more... Its really weird to be with someone who you used to have such strong feelings for, and just praying they wont touch you or try anything... and literally wanting nothing more than to be just friends...::sigh::..it was weird, but oh well
time to move on once and for all....now somebody find me a damn man! haha
in other news Cyn is home! yay!! and so is Rosie!! I'm so excited! I feel like I hadnt seen them in forever and missed them so much
hmm what else... OH! funny story... so those of you who know my (ex)roommate nicole, know all the drama that was going on with us...well you also might know her fettish for sleeping around (coughwhorecough)...well anyways so our NEW roommate Kacey (who is subleasing Christian's room) and nicole would hang out occasionally because Kacey didn't want to take sides, and who could really blame her...so anyways they were out at this bar and Kacey said to the bartender "Hey, she'll give you a blow job if you make her a shot" and nicole turned atound and PUNCHED Kacey in the face... ahhaha... isnt that so freaking crazy? shes such a hoe...then Nicole proceeded to sleep with about 4 guys in one week... can we say dirty hoe?... alright anyways, that freak is out of my life so thats all that matters...
ok so thats all for now kids...love ya all, peace out
I have come to the conclusion that I only want to be friends with Jason... and its not because I am too confused or anything like that... I knew I was over him when I did not want to kiss him... and when he started kissing me I just wanted it to be over...which is obviously a HUGE sign that its time to completely move on...I'm really glad he came because I finally feel closure on this issue...finally!...I think he still has a thing for me, considering he kept trying to make out with me... but at this point I know he wont say anything about it haha, so I dont have to worry about him trying to make our relationship into anything more... Its really weird to be with someone who you used to have such strong feelings for, and just praying they wont touch you or try anything... and literally wanting nothing more than to be just friends...::sigh::..it was weird, but oh well
time to move on once and for all....now somebody find me a damn man! haha
in other news Cyn is home! yay!! and so is Rosie!! I'm so excited! I feel like I hadnt seen them in forever and missed them so much
hmm what else... OH! funny story... so those of you who know my (ex)roommate nicole, know all the drama that was going on with us...well you also might know her fettish for sleeping around (coughwhorecough)...well anyways so our NEW roommate Kacey (who is subleasing Christian's room) and nicole would hang out occasionally because Kacey didn't want to take sides, and who could really blame her...so anyways they were out at this bar and Kacey said to the bartender "Hey, she'll give you a blow job if you make her a shot" and nicole turned atound and PUNCHED Kacey in the face... ahhaha... isnt that so freaking crazy? shes such a hoe...then Nicole proceeded to sleep with about 4 guys in one week... can we say dirty hoe?... alright anyways, that freak is out of my life so thats all that matters...
ok so thats all for now kids...love ya all, peace out