oh a dream is like a river....
last night i had to clean my room for the cleaning lady to come this morning. i hate that. if i'm cleaning and she's cleaning wouldn't it make sense that one of us would just do the whole thing...
i didn't call steve back last night... i was in one of those moods so i felt it best to be alone. is that wrong?
i went back and read some old entries on here- back when i actually said things worthwhile and made things friends only... i want to delete them all!!!!
gave maria and cloud their x-mas presents last night... i think they were both happy!
cloud and i rode around- or sat in traffic rather- listening to elvis, garth brooks, ciara, and the postal service. i love listening to good music... except the garth brooks cd is now stuck in my cd player in my car.
i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. i didn't realize how much better that conversation would make me feel until after the fact. i could sit and think about the past and get sad about it but i am just looking forward- being happy that we talked and settled it.
i found a roll of film when i was moving and i don't know whats on it... i haven't taken pictures on anything other than my digital camera in a long time though so i'm slightly scared to get it developed... it's probably something really lame like a field trip from highschool though. haha
athens this week sometime i think- yay! a little saved by the bell or some tetris... i love that game.
gsu says my grades aren't available until the 25th at 5pm- what kind of christmas is that... oh well... if this year follows the trend then something monumental and terrible will occur on christmas eve or christmas day. my life always falls apart on christmas... with out fail i end up at maria's house crying my eyes out convinced my life is over- oh well, at least i can already expect it.
ok... i'm going to study anatomy- go running- then work at 6...
i didn't call steve back last night... i was in one of those moods so i felt it best to be alone. is that wrong?
i went back and read some old entries on here- back when i actually said things worthwhile and made things friends only... i want to delete them all!!!!
gave maria and cloud their x-mas presents last night... i think they were both happy!
cloud and i rode around- or sat in traffic rather- listening to elvis, garth brooks, ciara, and the postal service. i love listening to good music... except the garth brooks cd is now stuck in my cd player in my car.
i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. i didn't realize how much better that conversation would make me feel until after the fact. i could sit and think about the past and get sad about it but i am just looking forward- being happy that we talked and settled it.
i found a roll of film when i was moving and i don't know whats on it... i haven't taken pictures on anything other than my digital camera in a long time though so i'm slightly scared to get it developed... it's probably something really lame like a field trip from highschool though. haha
athens this week sometime i think- yay! a little saved by the bell or some tetris... i love that game.
gsu says my grades aren't available until the 25th at 5pm- what kind of christmas is that... oh well... if this year follows the trend then something monumental and terrible will occur on christmas eve or christmas day. my life always falls apart on christmas... with out fail i end up at maria's house crying my eyes out convinced my life is over- oh well, at least i can already expect it.
ok... i'm going to study anatomy- go running- then work at 6...