i'd never have given up on you
yea so its my belief that if you're a true friend to someone then no matter what happens you stick by them. yea i made a huge mistake on saturday. yea it was the worst night and next day of my life but it's not like i planned on it happening that way. you pride yourself in being such a great friend to the people you care about but you sure showed me the exact opposite.
as much as it kills me i'm going to convince myself that you're not worth it. that some guy who would be really nice and carry me home but then bitch about it and shrug his shoulders when i ask if we can still be friends is not worth me losing sleep over.
i wish i didn't care this much.
i think i made an ass out of myself in front of steven/stephen (one false move drummer)which sucks...
hmm.... i love whitney though. <3
i miss cloud and maria....
i miss home again.
i've lost one of the few things that made me feel comfortable here.
what do i do now?
...i miss my past, which is damn scary
as much as it kills me i'm going to convince myself that you're not worth it. that some guy who would be really nice and carry me home but then bitch about it and shrug his shoulders when i ask if we can still be friends is not worth me losing sleep over.
i wish i didn't care this much.
i think i made an ass out of myself in front of steven/stephen (one false move drummer)which sucks...
hmm.... i love whitney though. <3
i miss cloud and maria....
i miss home again.
i've lost one of the few things that made me feel comfortable here.
what do i do now?
...i miss my past, which is damn scary