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i had so much fun this weekend... i was rockstar barbie and ash was ken... lmao good times
we went to ashley b's party for a lil while then we went back to ashley ds,... lol... house to change then we met ppl up at red robin.. in the parking lot.. then we drove to mike dears house and o n the way i for sure say a little to much of wills butt... lol... then we all hung out there for a long while it was fun though
i spent the night at ashleys and went home at like 10 and then went back to sleep till 1... then i cleaned showered and by then it was time to go to work
worked 4-close then i came home and chiled then atlike 10:45 i went to tims and then like 10 minutes after i got there everyone went to jamies soccer game but i had to go to sarahs house to let tux (her dog) in. so me ash and tim wnet there... took tux for a walk and then spent about 15 minutes trying to get the tv to work and then we left like 15 minutes later
went back to tims for a lil while then we went to mike dears...
that was fun... i had so much fun actually...i stayed there till around 3...
so about this guy situation... it seems to be causeing a lot of trouble...
i hate that yeah i may want a boyfriend but then when a guy likes me and i dont like him back i am always the bad person in the situation.. im sorry i dont have feelings back but there is no need to try and make me feel bad about the situation
i have been on the other side of this problem before and i have had to get over guys... i just wish you could do the same thing because i love this person as a friend but that is all there is nothing more to me... im sorry if i hurt you t wasnt on purpose... i just didnt want to lead you on anymore
and yesterday night was hard for me cause you already knew how i felt and you acted like we didnt even talk about it.. thats not fair to me and then when everyone else has to add in there opinions it doesnt help either... im sorry that i dont like you... wiat i take that back cause i dont have to be sorry for the way i feel... i hope you know that you are one of my favorite guy friends but to me there is nothing more then that...
but all in all it was a good weekend... but i can sense the DRAMA already...uhhhh
also i must add i love ashley frikken durlock!... and i miss jessica!