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Its time for me to start writing again. I cant stand that I don't write my feelings and things down anymore. It all gets bottled up inside and eats away at me until I'm about to explode. And with all that happends now-a-days its like im really extra specially bottled up. With a cork. And no way to open.
My friends dont really seem like friends anymore. They are never there when I need them most. They never give me a break, and constantly are railing on me. Honest to god I don't know how they get off making me feel like crap because i dont geel good or something. I'm always "such a bitch" when really its them who is the bitch.I had goddam surgery and noone checked up on me. everyone forgot. Noone cared. and the last time i had surgery elizabeth CAME OVER and sat with me and talked to me. And now we arent even friends anymore so I feel like the biggest friendless loser. I mean--look at this. I had SURGERY and nooen cared, what happens when something big happens and I need the pople I care about? I would bust my ass trying to make sure they were ok. Id bring my frineds slurpees and stuff like that and all they can do is oh-yeah. how are you?
My friends dont really seem like friends anymore. They are never there when I need them most. They never give me a break, and constantly are railing on me. Honest to god I don't know how they get off making me feel like crap because i dont geel good or something. I'm always "such a bitch" when really its them who is the bitch.I had goddam surgery and noone checked up on me. everyone forgot. Noone cared. and the last time i had surgery elizabeth CAME OVER and sat with me and talked to me. And now we arent even friends anymore so I feel like the biggest friendless loser. I mean--look at this. I had SURGERY and nooen cared, what happens when something big happens and I need the pople I care about? I would bust my ass trying to make sure they were ok. Id bring my frineds slurpees and stuff like that and all they can do is oh-yeah. how are you?