Realization
Well my cousins came over for the weekend and we went and saw The Prestige--found like four bloopers in it--Cuz Nathan rocks and can always find that stuff. I never ever would've noticed them... Fun fun stuff. Too much fun to write it all..
Ok I feel like I've lost alot this year-but of what? I don't really know. I've expanded my reach for friends and made some amazing new friends, and enimes too... Whatever I can't spell. I'm v.v. close to my aerobics/choir girls. And I know that last year I couldn't handle them, I wasn't mature enough.
I'm definatly done likeing the person I did for the last like month or so. He's not worth my attention. Honestly. My friends have tried to tell me that but whatever. And the person I trust the most (guy wise) is taken and doesn't return the feelings. I never really stopped liking him and I feel like I should have stopped a really long time ago. I feel so stupid.
This week is going to be uuber packed with crap. Swing tomorrow followed by TNT and then on thursay I have photo club and a whole hour of voice lessons.
I feel really lost for some reason. I keep snapping at everyone cuz I can't make them understand.
Ok enough of the pity party..
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